Do you ever feel corrupted?

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04 Sep 2010, 5:54 pm

I sometimes feel as though I betray my morals and am on a bad road, feeling like a kind of bitter or overly prideful person shamelessly doing the wrong things and not feeling open minded enough, and not caring about situations I really should care about, and caring too much about things that I really shouldn't have to care about whatsoever.

What sometimes sucks is not feeling guilt even though in my mind I know I did wrong, or feel wrong.

Does anyone know this feeling?

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04 Sep 2010, 6:24 pm

I've felt that way between 2007 and last September. I've felt that I betrayed my values for three years, until I got my life back on the right track.

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04 Sep 2010, 6:55 pm

See my custom rank? Pure Frickin' Evil.....that's a lot of corruption!

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04 Sep 2010, 9:17 pm

I feel a lot of guilt but I think it is related to my condition (depression). I feel guilt of once teasing a student in my school who was very intelligent but also weird. But he teased me first!!

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04 Sep 2010, 9:20 pm

People can be their own worst critics.
Do not worry Wedge.

I did something that I don't feel proud of and I get confused about myself and think I'm being really harsh to people and just not a nice person in general.

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05 Sep 2010, 4:43 am

samtoo wrote:

People can be their own worst critics.
Do not worry Wedge.

I did something that I don't feel proud of and I get confused about myself and think I'm being really harsh to people and just not a nice person in general.

Awareness is the first step towards doing something about it.

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05 Sep 2010, 7:21 pm

Sometimes I feel that way to some users on YouTube since I have to do it in order to maintain my "status" on there...

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05 Sep 2010, 7:55 pm

samtoo wrote:

It sounds like you're saying you feel guilty for not feeling guilty. Isn't that about the same as just feeling guilty to start off with?

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