Do people know what I mean when I say that happiness is sometimes like an uphill struggle?
Am I doing the wrong thing from wanting a bit of fantasy in my own mind for confidence, such as feeling like a computer game character? How much fantasy is ok?
Sometimes everything feels like a riddle... is picturing myself as a computer game character a hampering thing, or something that simply does not matter and a thing I should do if it makes me happy?
Is sadness just meant to come round and round?
Sometimes everything just gets confusing... people say "You can't always feel happy and you will at times feel sad" and I know logically exactly what that means, and I know I'm being irrational if I question the thought of 'I've been happy for a few days... am I meant to be sad now when I begin to feel that way?'
Ever feel as though some things just aren't clarified in a satisfactory way, and the mind feels out of context?
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Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle,
and the life of the candle will not be shortened.
Happiness never decreases by being shared.
01 Oct 2010, 9:49 pm
