Alrighty well... To start things off, I've been diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder, which, to put simply, I have another personality, thankfully not a violent one, that comes out every so often. But am I depressed? Is my life going to stop just 'cause I have someone else in my head? No. I've lived a highly successful life up until now(in my opinion) and this changes nothing. If I live in positivity, there's a chance we'll merge, anyway.
In fact, I vow on this day to move forward. I'm not going to mope around because of Emily's death anymore, either. She would hate me if I used her as an excuse to sit around and pity myself. I will get back into life full force, and this is a fact. I can't let the speed bumps in life bring me to a full stop. February 14th, 2011, today marks the revitalization of my positivity.
I apologize if I've wasted anyone's time by posting this, I just wanted to say it somewhere. Thanks to anyone who does read this.