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Jonsi
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14 Feb 2011, 3:19 pm

Alrighty well... To start things off, I've been diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder, which, to put simply, I have another personality, thankfully not a violent one, that comes out every so often. But am I depressed? Is my life going to stop just 'cause I have someone else in my head? No. I've lived a highly successful life up until now(in my opinion) and this changes nothing. If I live in positivity, there's a chance we'll merge, anyway.

In fact, I vow on this day to move forward. I'm not going to mope around because of Emily's death anymore, either. She would hate me if I used her as an excuse to sit around and pity myself. I will get back into life full force, and this is a fact. I can't let the speed bumps in life bring me to a full stop. February 14th, 2011, today marks the revitalization of my positivity.

I apologize if I've wasted anyone's time by posting this, I just wanted to say it somewhere. Thanks to anyone who does read this.



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14 Feb 2011, 3:23 pm

:heart: I love this. Positivity is so rare and lovely.



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14 Feb 2011, 3:26 pm

Glad you're feeling better. :)

Maybe I'm only saying this because I'm already insane, but I think having two personalities would be awesome. :lol:



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14 Feb 2011, 3:33 pm

It's kind of strange talking to myself in my mind and having someone answer back, let me tell you. And I'm kind of worried it'll end up like a movie where it'll manipulate me or something. Either way, the personality talking to you now will always be the dominent. Never am I letting the other take control.

But otherwise, I kind of enjoy it... Crazy as that sounds.

Glad you enjoy the positivity, emlion. :D



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14 Feb 2011, 4:34 pm

Good luck on your journey. I feel that I should mention one of the main characters in my favorite video game of all time had DID (Xenogears); maybe playing it will help? ;)



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14 Feb 2011, 4:36 pm

I've a very little attention span for video games, but I certainly will try it. :D