things could be terribly worse, but I have them bad in the most basic of ways. Im dependant. Im seeking work now, I think eventually something'll catch on, but Right Now I am dying. All I have is my own room, and perhaps few clothes. I dont have enough to attempt a normal life.Its like when an ecosystem/business was running & then theres one kink in the system & all falls apart grinding to a halt. I spent the little I had & woulda had 3x as much if I kept. spent on alcohol cuz trauma watching a last breath
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Turn away from all the things of men- Turn away from the old deeds of sin- Turn away (,follow me,) ta never feed what's been- Turn away -- Jesus
the five senses are overrated
So, what is this relating thing you speak of?
