Life after school

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I feeling so overwhelmed about not being in education. It’s like I have a itch that I can't scratch. I tried university but I hated, just concentrating on one subject on a narrow timeline. I feel like I am worthless at the minute. I never had a chance to pursue things I am interested so right now I have nothing to give to any employer. I can't shake of my depression. I just want to master the things I like and not have to be boxed in. I feel like I'm at the end of my life even though I'm 19.

What are the things that you like?

History, medicine, building stuff, agriculture, classical music and food

what is it that you feel you are being forced to do, rather than the things you like to do?

I can't study all of these but only one thing. I can't do it by myself because I get really stressed out. Like I need someone else to direct me. I don't want to go back to university so I have to get a job but I can't get a job that ables me to at least do one interest without stress. If that makes any sense.

Have you ever been checked out to see if you have inattentive ADD?

Nope but I am seeing my doctor this week about getting tested for Autism and Auditory Processing Disorder. I made a list on all the things why I think I have it and have given examples . I will bring up mum not minding me staying at home I would be homeless right now.