crying like a two-year-old

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22 May 2011, 2:32 am

Been sobbing for almost an hour straight like a complete two-year-old. I just turned 25 a couple of hours ago and I have no friends I know will like me no matter what except for one and I still don't feel comfortable calling her in the middle of the night so maybe I don't know that she will like me no matter what.

25 f*****g years old and never even been kissed I want to KILL myself.



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22 May 2011, 3:23 am

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22 May 2011, 3:37 am

Thank you. Will sleep, maybe feel better in a.m. Shame the adult equivalent of being rocked to sleep by your mother is falling asleep in the arms of your lover. God dammit, life is stupid. Anyway I'm going to sleep. Here is a flower for you, thank you for your sympathy.

Well I tried to put in a flower anyway but it wouldn't work. Oh goodnight.



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22 May 2011, 3:49 am

Erg, I've had a lot of birthdays I don't care to remember, too. I wish I knew something to decent to say. There may be better birthdays in the future, as unlikely as it may seem ATM. I try to tell myself at such moments that I'll survive, and until I fall alseep just to let the sadness/anger/frustration run out.

(Hope you feel better in the morning.)



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22 May 2011, 3:57 am

((((((purchase)))) Im sorry you arent feeling too good. I hope your 25th year turns out to be the best year ever. And, plenty of chance of being kissed in the future.

Happy Birthday!

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22 May 2011, 3:58 am

pretty flower.



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22 May 2011, 4:02 am

Thank you. I hope she likes it.


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22 May 2011, 4:16 am

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22 May 2011, 5:38 am

zen_mistress wrote:
Im sorry you arent feeling too good. I hope your 25th year turns out to be the best year ever.

My latest birthday was very depressing, yet just a few months later I'm feeling the best I have done in a very long time.
Hope things improve for you soon, purchase, I wouldn't recommend killing yourself.


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22 May 2011, 9:35 am

Hang in there! I am a bit older and I am in the same boat-one year my own parents forgot my birthday-I felt pretty low-you will be fine.


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22 May 2011, 11:56 am

Dear Zenmistress, thank you so much for the caring and positive birthday message and the beautiful flower! I'm not sure if it's a water flower or not but it looks very nice.

Dear rocknrollslc, I love the purple dandelion! Thank you again for your support! :D

Dear Apple_in_my_Eye, I do feel better now that it's morning (or actually afternoon!) Thank you greatly for the encouragement. :)

Dear TenPencePiece, thank you very much for your supportive words. It's good to hear a success story and be reminded things can get better!

DearRadioFixr - good to hear the voice of experience, it is very calming to hear someone tell me I'll be fine. Thank you!



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22 May 2011, 3:12 pm

I'm 36 and I haven't been kissed and I'm not bothered by it. I know that it bothers you and I hope that you start feeing better, soon.

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22 May 2011, 3:20 pm

purchase wrote:
Dear Zenmistress, thank you so much for the caring and positive birthday message and the beautiful flower! I'm not sure if it's a water flower or not but it looks very nice.

Dear rocknrollslc, I love the purple dandelion! Thank you again for your support! :D

Dear Apple_in_my_Eye, I do feel better now that it's morning (or actually afternoon!) Thank you greatly for the encouragement. :)

Dear TenPencePiece, thank you very much for your supportive words. It's good to hear a success story and be reminded things can get better!

DearRadioFixr - good to hear the voice of experience, it is very calming to hear someone tell me I'll be fine. Thank you!


You're welcome. It is nice to have a good birthday, I had a good birthday last year but not good christmas and not such a good New Years...

So I am glad you are feeling a bit better.


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22 May 2011, 6:55 pm

i hope your birthday turned out okay and i hope that you have found the strength to hang in there. we are your friends here on WrongPlanet and i would like you to know that you can send me a PM anytime if you are ever feeling down.

remember that you rock! you are quite cool and fun and intelligent and goodlooking too.... i hope you realize that and come to appreciate yourself as much as other people do.

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22 May 2011, 7:01 pm

I know the feeling, I was there about a month ago. Its definetly not a nice place to be. I hope you feel better.



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22 May 2011, 7:35 pm

I get times of feeling like this, and it always tends to be better after a good night's sleep and the thought that there are still plenty of corners left to turn, and you do not know what might be around the next one. But then I am a firm believer in things happening to you when the timing is right. Just keep trying to think positive and imagining in your mind what you want, and truly believing it will happen, and you might be surprised.