feeling sorry with myself

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Has anyone ever done something so bad in the past that everything since or before pales in comparrison?

I have. I have never told anyone and i won't now and probably never will, it will only hurt lots of people.

I saw someone just before who will never know but it effects them and i feel so awful. I just want so scream or slam my head into a wall or something and i really wanted to tell this person what i have done but then he would only be hurt and everyone would get hurt and i would probably loose my children.


that is my vent. I can't help feeling sorry for myself though. sigh.

I've done such things before. There was a two year phase I've been through that I'm not very proud of. I know that this is about you and your children, though. I wouldn't want you to lose your children, either. I know how much they mean to you. I hope that nothing gets between you and your children.