Don't feel like continuing

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Hey everyone. Been a while.

At this point, I don't really feel like I want to be alive.

It's a long and complicated story, and some of it I still don't get. But for some odd reason, my girlfriend and I... or rather, should I say, my ex-girlfriend and I... went from a happy relationship to hating each other in the space of about two months.

It all started with something I said. I was trying to encourage her, but the way I said it came out wrong, and she got mad at me. I tried to apologize over and over, but she never forgave me.

She eventually started ignoring my calls, at which point I got really pissed off and broke up with her over Facebook.

But the minute I did it, I regretted it.

I called her tonight, a week after I sent her the message, and asked her if there was any way she could forgive me. She told me no.

At first I thought we could just be friends. But then, after a few posts from her on Facebook disappeared from my profile I came to the conclusion that not only had she un-friended me, but she had also blocked me. She also did the same thing on DeviantArt, where we were friends.

So I've given up. From now on, she is dead to me. I can't think about her, the memories are too painful to bear.

But I invested too much of myself into our relationship, and now it seems as though my very reason for living has been stripped from me.

I don't know what to do...

Ha ha. Her sister is already married and her best mate is about to be.

I know what you mean. I dont see my ex anymore either. It is weird because I saw him nearly every day for 18 months and now not at all. I guess we have to make new lives for ourselves ((((((((hugs)))))))

I think we tend to overreact. Space heals all issues. Persistence kills the cat.