I agree, this world is ret*d, and very fake.
I don't really enjoy anything either (I do play video games a lot, but this is only to distract myself from this ret*d world).
I am a recluse, and... well, it sucks, but only for one reason though really. I'll never get laid, lol.
Whatever, lemme tell you, sex is over-rated and over-hyped by the media and ret*d society.
I had a girlfriend once (she was a traitor, obviously), and we had sex, and it was never very good (she wasn't that good looking and kinda smelled bad for some reason, lol).
I actually preferred to watch girls in videos while I was alone.
And, love is BS, don't believe all these fairy tales you'll hear on TV and in story books and society, it's all about sex, and power.
Love is unconditional, and everything in this ret*d world is conditional, it's a world of the senses, and love is not of the senses, but of imagination.
How do I live with all the retardedness in this world?
I really don't know... but I stay in my room and play video games to keep my mind busy and away from thinking about the world in it's dying state.