Would love some comfort again, heh

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kittie
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26 Jun 2011, 6:49 pm

Just meh, feeling horrible, over nothing :P

Would just like some hugs etc. It feels like I'm just coming to terms with the fact that I won't fit in anywhere and that the world isn't all rainbows and butterflies where everyone operates on weirdness and logic. Just feeling fat and slightly suicidal, and like I'm not good enough. Just got into a relationship with an ex because I feel like I 'should' and want to make it work but it feels trapping and like I can't trust them.



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26 Jun 2011, 6:59 pm

Hug hug hug!

I know you know this but "to be yourself is all that you can do"!

[from this song] http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/audioslav ... yrics.html

The world is not all butterflies and rainbows but along with the other seemingly unsolvable messes there are always butterflies and rainbows also!

I am sorry you feel bad and I hope you feel better soon!

EDIT - Oh and if you feel so bad you can't take it, as always you should call a doctor ASAP.

And I am sure you are beautiful at the size you are.

And if you are feeling unsure about this relationship you've gotten back into, well, I am going through similar (but not the same) woes and my friends have been advising me to do what makes me feel good and never accept anything less than the best treatment because that is what everyone is worthy of, so I'll pass that advice onto you!



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26 Jun 2011, 8:06 pm

I am not good at hugs, rl, but sending them your way anyhow because I can relate to how you are feeling.
I have lately be almost mourning that the world is not the way I had viewed it to be when younger, and is actually a very harsh place, moreso if you cannot fit into society the way you are meant to.
I hope that you are in a better place someday soon.



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26 Jun 2011, 8:43 pm

*hug*



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26 Jun 2011, 9:57 pm

Hugs. :O)


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28 Jun 2011, 5:43 am

You should talk to someone about your suicidal thoughts. There's always people online if you don't have someone you feel you can trust.



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28 Jun 2011, 10:22 am

Thankyou for all the hugs etc, means a lot. *hugback*