subatai_baadur wrote:
I have talked a lot about my moral and ethical standards recently, and I have come to the realization that I am a complete prick. I put an incredibly low value on life, and disagree with some of the most basic principles such as happiness. I turn mass murderers into these great powerful symbols in my mind. If given the chance, I would probably kill someone without a second thought. Just any random person, I would kill them. I don't know why I am this way, why I have given up all of the decency that humans are supposed to feel and why I have gone to the point of ridiculing it. What the hell is wrong with me?
It's nothing wrong with you at all. Since I was 8 years old, I've wanted the entire planet to be destroyed in a nuclear war or by a comet, especially since all NT's (although, at the age of 8 I didn't know that I was AS and that they were NT's, just held a grudge against "mankind") would have been killed. I still hope for it.