Just feeling kind of numb...

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JWS
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28 Aug 2011, 1:00 pm

My life has definately changed a lot this year.
I no longer spend hours a day with my Mother ( which I feel is good).
I really messed up with a post I made on Facebook about my wife (without knowing all the details). I had to write a public apology to her to save what little was left of our friendship.
First I feel really down, then I just get numb. This has me stressed badly. Could just use some friendly support..... :(


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30 Aug 2011, 9:14 am

I'm sorry to hear that about the facebook post - these things happen sometimes. I hope your wife is able to forgive you for it. I don't know what your full story is but feeling numb can really suck. I hope each day is better and brighter in your life.


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30 Aug 2011, 9:24 pm

I'm no longer sure I should have apologized to her. She has WAAAAAY too much disrespect for me! I'm sick of being treated with complete disrespect by her.


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30 Aug 2011, 9:30 pm

I am TOTALLY ticked off at her. I want a woman who actually knows how to show me respect. She has forgotten how to.


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31 Aug 2011, 5:56 pm

It's my opinion that it's better to be alone, than to be with someone who is not going to respect you.


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31 Aug 2011, 7:46 pm

*sigh* Hello, mb.
It's weird to deal with. She'll love me and respect me openly, then the next time I talk to her- POOF! The love and respect are gone!
I still do care about her, but she does seem somewhat mental to me. Wish I could figure this out. Ever hear the song "Moody Blue"? This describes her pretty well, I think..... :?


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02 Sep 2011, 8:50 am

I'm only guessing, but from the description....The Moody Blue personality is never logical...

I am fighting myself to finish breaking up with an ex-boyfriend who is Moody Blue. He's all smiles when he's getting his way. It's better than good, then when I need something...it's a totally different story.

I wish you the best. We're all here to listen.



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02 Sep 2011, 12:44 pm

Thank you, bookworm285.
Sometimes it does really help just to have someone willing to listen to you.
I want to be friends with you. Would you accept personal messages from me? :)


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08 Sep 2011, 12:36 pm

Yes, please send a PM. I'm very lonely right now, and really need a friend. I'm a great listener!

I'm sorry to take so long to respond, I don't have the internet at home, and just saw your reply.



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10 Sep 2011, 12:32 pm

I sent you a personal message. I have to use the library internet, so it may be a few days before I check back.