I hate having aspergers and I hate almost hate everyone.

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I hate the town I was born in, it's filled with fu*())) losers and the people that come here from other countries hold little to no compassion. I hate having aspergers and I'm sick of being single. I am genius according to all fu*)()( NTs with IQ of 183 but despite this one and only positive trait of my life I feel fuc*()9 miserable that I just can't connect with the opposite sex. I hate my life, and I want to die. I am sick of living for only carreer and ambition. I want to feel love by someone who isn't related to me family wise. I constantly told that the right one will come along but I am sick of this sh***y advice. I want change in my life but no one is willing to help. I hate my life.

"Love yourself first and everything else falls into line. You really have to love yourself to get anything done in this world. "


just droppin' by to say "hi!"...can't say anything

Unfortunately the only advice that actually means something is that you have to put yourself out there and try to connect with members of the opposite sex, no matter how difficult. I am the same as I have never been able to connect with any girl. The onus is on me, to try and make an effort. Wishing and hoping someone will just magically pop up, didn't work, and it won't work ever. This is the only advice I can give. I know how frustrating it can be. Hang in there, and don't give up.

same here
with the exception that i can't stand my family
and never cared for my career

I don't hate myself, I just hate my life. I want to live a better one and not the subject of this constant crap. I have a part of my life that is god awful due this affliction and I am so sick of it. I want to develop more socially instead of always just being smarter than everyone I encounter. I don't want to egotistical but I haven't found anyone compassionate enough to help me. Plenty of people just plain refuse to give me advice on what I am doing wrong when trying to attract the opposite sex, so the hell am I suppose to do. I feel miserable and it's all thanks to this god damn "condition".

why don't i try to dedicate your bright mind to the question of love instead to some lousy career
many AS tend to not separate self expression or a career from the need of meaningful relationship
make a career out of love
it maybe the toughest but the most interesting and worth living for career

BTW
that's why i can't stand my family because they are all ambitious as hell but so stupid and blind toward each other

"You hate the world because you hate the way they see you." Patient from the Pilot of House M.D
ditto

and in relation to the last post I am not actually sure what you're getting at? You mean love a carreer. ummmm I kinda don't like that idea, my inability to attract the opposite sex will always make me miserable until it is no longer problem at which point I will either be dead or a f*****g miracle for once happened.

well,
u may perceive the opposite sex as a monolith block,
like we all are the same and looking for the same qualites and features in a women
but as a genius u suppose to know that this is far from the truth
some man attracts only to geeks and brainy women (man like me)
and there are lot of us in an ever increasing numbers
perhaps not in the place were u living
but I'm AS with a f(((##g high IQ and still managed to attract some kind of women
not the bimbos of course
but I'm not attracted to them any way
meaning
I'm attracted to women who can see me and though most woman don't i really don't need more than one.

I see, I understand.

at least you are smart. i have no friends or women

I love my undiagnosed aspergers and I hate all of man kind.

the good point of being aspie is that we can verbalize our feelings (if we want). Like you, I want to feel loved and have something other than my own ambitions. My own mother says nobody wants me or tolerates me because of my ritualistic behaviour and complex interests. So, I am very dared and am invinting myself to go to people's house, I've even learned how to laugh at myself.

that's a real tiny good point
it doesn't really help with anything except with expressing our frustrations amongst ourselves

What do you want out of the relationship? I mean you talk about how desperate you are for a woman, but you should be more specific than that. What kind of woman do you want? Brainy? empty-headed and beautiful?, Someone to tell you what to do and control your life? Or maybe someone to follow you around on your fabulas carreer?
Do you want to play around, or just stick with one partner for life?

Well thats is a tough question to answer but one I would gladly answer. I want somone who smart and kind. Someone who doesn't think shopping is one most funnest things to do. Someone who isn't superficial about relationship with people. Someone who is compassionate. Someone who shares my interests (I have almost no way of doing this in the small city I am currently in). Thats personality aside. When it comes to looks, well she doesn't have to be a super model but I would prefer an asian as opposed to a european. I have no idea why asian women particularily chinese and japanese women I find more attractive than european, I don't know really. Finally no, I don't want to play around, no good man would. I just one good partner.

I like having it. I do not like most people but I do like most things