i am responsible for making this forum nasty for everybody

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i think that my episodes of depression, attention seeking, "autism supremacy" and paranoia have made it not enjoyable to read this site for a lot of people. i would really like to apologize for my actions, i feel really guilty about it right now. i know that ci asked to leave shortly after i stopped posting the autism supremacy s**t. i am probably at least partly responsible for that. i have noticed a couple posts about how this site is disgusting and depressing to people and they delete or stop using their accounts. i am probably at fault for pissing them off too. i have seriously lowered the tone of this site. i noticed that amanda baggs put on the forum rules of her site that the autism community used to be a group of nice people who helped each other out. she said that manipulative psychopaths are being diagnosed more and that it is degrading the community to a very low level. i think i am probably one of these psychopaths. i can't stop doing bad things. i am a fundamentally evil person. i do lots of bad stuff and its like an addiction i just go do it again even though i feel guilty. i would like to apologize again for all my bad posts and the emotional damage it has done to everybody to have me here.

I'm probably kind of evil too. I have Cyclothymia and my emotions fluctuate a lot. I have never harassed anyone or lied on the forum, but I'm not always a nice person. Sometimes my philosophies on things are a little morbid, but they are usually my genuine beliefs. I think that I might disappear from the forum again. It's not benefiting me or anyone else very much. I don't feel any need to socialize with anyone, I'm just bored and don't have much else to do. I'm going to try to find something else to do and occupy my time with that.

I can't speak for anyone else, but you haven't marred the experience of this site for me. Also, I don't think you're evil.

This is a 1 st meet up so I wouldn't know , it's extremly hard to get noticed around here

Last edited by aussiebloke on 03 Nov 2011, 8:29 pm, edited 1 time in total.

Nonsense. We all do things we regret. It doesn't make us evil. You haven't upset me,

I was just in another thread standing up for people who make spelling errors and pointing out how nasty the grammar Nazis were being, actually.

You enjoy baiting me, don't you?

Honestly, after what a lot of us have been through in our lives, it would be strange if we were not bitter/angry. I guess what has to happen now is to try and transcend the past.

Sorry I made a mistake , I did edit it .Are you Maori by any chance ? You look rather dark skinned. I've been asking myself that question for quite some time now ?

If you are I probably should start being more respectful to you and your certificate otherwise you'll get your big 200 pound brother Tyrone on to me.



Not saying all Maoris (men) like to act and talk like American homies who beat people up for glancing at them for more than a passing moment

(Women) scanty dressed trying to scab a free credit at the video game arcade, well that's been my experiences any way.

I'd better stop now.

So are you maori (seriously)

Aspie sites do tend to have toxic individuals who love to express their bigotries, grind axes, and verbally subdue others.

Like someone above said- many of us have had it hard- i guess many take it out on others on the web.

Dont know what sins you mightve commited since this the first time Ive even noticed you on this site at all but you're the first poster Ive seen who admits to the possibility that they might be toxic.


So you cant be really totally toxic.

I'm still here, aren't I?

Way to stereotype, dude....

^^^^

Well it's not racist is it? that's being my experiences do you question my life experiences ?

I dont think it is a good idea in general to talk about races in ways that lump them into generalisationised boxes.

I have no idea what this thread is about.

No, I'm not, but my father is or was (I never knew my biological father) Fijian Indian, which accounts for my colouring.

I don't even have a big brother who could beat you up; I did, but he was useless even when he was alive.

And I proudly pay my own way at the video games arcade!

Huhu, me neither.