Bye I guess...

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Sorry I'm such a negative drama queen loser, I did not realise I was annoying people here so much with my posts, so I am really sorry I feel pretty horrible about it and I suppose I can get to deleting my account. So I wish you all the best in life, just thought I would say that before I go.

maybe I won't but yeah if this is how I come off it probably is better if I leave.

please don't, I would miss your posts.

well someone made it clear to me that I am an obvious drama queen and that I waste everyones time, they were not trying to insult me or anything just being nice but honest I guess so yeh its probably better I do...

Don't leave cause of what one person said. Many many people want you to stay here.

Well honestly i don't even know how much longer I will be living......as much as I try to get hopefull and excited about things, or feel confident in myself so I don't take things too hard or whatever I always end up screwing up and not being able to stay motivated to do anything and taking things too hard............I just don't see the point anymore to keep trying in any aspect of life.

If we all said things the right way and never annoyed anyone and if all the world loved us, we probably wouldn't be on this forum in the first place.
I'd love to pack it in too, but then I remember what Scott Hamilton said in the documentary "Rise" --
"We all fall down. GET UP!"

to the OP: you're just starting in earth school, don't be so quick to ditch it just yet. i'm an old man and i've made it to now, so far. you are far younger and stronger, with the benefit of today's knowledge, so you can make it better than i. so just take it one day at a time, one step at a time. small steps will get you to the finish line, where in your old age, you will look back on your years past and say, "HEY! i learned something, i did what i set out to do in life and now finally i'm ready to go."

Oops. I rewrote my post, but you'd already replied to the earlier version. I think my repost makes my thoughts clearer. I'm sorry you feel bad, but hang in there. One thing that keeps me going is that I have a goal in life. I think I can be a successful writer. It's a foolish dream, but it keeps me going. Every day I think about packing it in, and every day I say, "I'm not letting life beat me. And besides, I have stories to tell!" Maybe that won't work for everyone, but it's worth thinking about.

Maybe someone is wrong. And so what if you are a drama queen? It takes all kinds to make the world go 'round. We're all at different levels of development. It's silly to judge another, no matter who or where you are. The best we can do is lean on each other and help each other along.

You have to live your life and you only have one. For Pete's sake, don't live yours according to what some virtual stranger says.

Don't be so sensitive that I can't tell you something straight up. That's my Aspie issue - I'm too direct. I hope my directness never offends you. If it does, tell me. My only intention is to help and encourage.