Finally at peace with myself & my past

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I don't feel like getting into all the details here but those of you who fallow my post would know what I'm talking about & you guys are the 1s I'm making this post for because I feel I need to tell you all Thanx. I feel like I did the summer I graduated high-school before I had pressure to do something with my life, before I got frustrated with my life circumstances, before I got lonely, before I got depressed. My taste in music has changed some to & I find myself listening to a lot of stuff I liked then that I haven't listened to much sense. In some ways I'm doing a lot better than I was when I graduated because I understand myself aLOT better than I did then & I let go of the pain I had from my childhood & school. I also let go of the pain I acquired since including the experience that pushed me over the edge to have a mental breakdown. I went through a similar experience again a 2nd time recently & I handled things aLOT better than I did the 1st thou it was NOT perfect & I wish I could of handled it aLOT beter. Maybe handling it better helped me get over the 1st time. I'm at the point now where I need to move forward with my life. I have no reason to focus on things from my past anymore thou I will talk about things when they're relevant to topics or something. I'm not sure what I'm going to do now but I hope I can get something more going for me because I'm starting to feel really bored & restless & lonely. But Anyways I want to Thank all you guys for being there for me. This community has helped me out quite a lot Don't worry I'll still be around here but I may not post as much