People who lie

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I'm not really angry even though I seem it. A bit earlier I just suddenly started smashing up everything and throwing empty glass bottles at my wall and still feel like I want to smash everything in the world up.

I found out today that someone I know has possibly lied to me about their age and birthday and it's just thrown me. I'm just so f**king confused by it all. It's made the last near four years turn upside down and I have no idea what any of it all meant.

I'm not so bothered about the age thing or the fact they lied, it just keeps playing on my mind and makes me wonder what else has been a lie from them as there seems to be quite a lot that could be.

I'm just angry at everyone lately and extremely violent towards them all. It partly doesn't help that I think my uncle is cheating on my aunt again. I'm not close to either of them and hate them both quite equally but I can't stand people who lie and cheat on others. My dad did this countless times and it's messed me up so much. I just can't keep calm when I know people have been/are lying.

I may be violent but it feels to me like it's everyone else that's messed up. At least I openly say what I think and don't hide behind anything if someone confronts me. I just don't understand the need to cheat or lie or be two faced or stab people in the back. That just seems completely more messed up.

All I want right now is a hug off my Jessica but that's just not possible as she's not around.

i freak out a bit over lying too. esp when it's over something trivial and i can't work out a logical reason why they would need to lie (like saving someone's feelings etc)
but you should probably see someone about that anger/aggression, or find a productive & safe way to channel it