I'm having a meltdown right now.

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I just can't help it. It has been so long since I had the last one, but I feel really weak (I've been in hospital for a long time) and I've got loads of revision to get going with, and I feel really lonely 'cos I recently lost one of my best friends (who turned out to be a coward), and half my family turns its back on me, and it's been months since I haven't been to Seville (my hometown) and I'm a little homesick, particularly because I miss my dog and my piano, and twice this week I've been humiliated by strangers in public places and I feel extremely vulnerable these days. And I know I'm a kind person and I love other people and want to make friends and it's so hard and I feel I'm missing true friendship 'cos of my aspieness.

Sorry, but I can't stop crying and this infuriates me since I don't want to seem childish or weak or anything but this is the only place I can openly show my feelings.

I'm really, really sorry to hear you're going through this. I can't empathise with how you feel, I'm sorry. I can definitely sympathise, though.

Listen, is there any possibility you can put your revision on hold for a while? You'll not get anything done if you pressurise yourself like this all the time. It won't happen, although I'm a loss as to what to suggest.

You know where I am, although I know it's pretty late in Spain.

Your family are wrong to turn their backs on you, love. I've said that before and I'll say it again.

Why did people humiliate you? You never told me about this! What happened?

If you want, just PM me, though I am on the drink.

Sweet Pea hugs

I'm sorry....I've been there. Just ride it out hon...do something to take your mind off. Trust that it will get better and so will you. Talk about it if you want to. It can help to have another opinion or two. We all know what you're feeling.

<<<<hugz>>>>

A hot cup of tea or coffee will make you feel better when you wake up.

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