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You wish you understood NT's and NT's understood you?

The world would be a better place without you?

Yes to both for me, today.

Yes, i feel both more than once a day.

Sometimes I feel that the world would be better off without me. My brother wouldn't be so depressed, the bus company what I'm obsessed with won't be pestered, a new set of people won't get a freak coming to work with them in wherever my next job will be, and my neighbours wouldn't be freaked out when hearing my mentally insane outbursts I have every 4 to 5 months or so.

Also, local teenagers wouldn't have anyone to torment either. They only pick on me because I am the weirdest thing on the planet.

I don't wish NTs understood me; I wish they listened to me. If we autistic people could redesign their entire social and government system, the world would be a much better place for them and us.

What the hell good am I doing? Nothing, it feels like right now.

I feel like that a lot sometimes especially with my family

Yes to the first one.

No to the second. I know I benefit the world. However, it doesn't always seem worth my effort to continue benefitting the world.