I deserve to be a recluse

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23 Apr 2012, 6:48 am

I'll be honest with you... I believe I'm a real jerk, sure I seem alright on the internet but all the stuff nobody else sees... Yeah, I'm a jerk.
Not that I'm suicidal, I'm not like that.
Just that I should be alone because all I can do is cause pain and hurt to those around me, I know that it's a shell to cover how they feel.
Sure I can be happy... but it'll never be enough...

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23 Apr 2012, 9:14 am

anyone who feels bad when they have hurt someone can't be THAT awful. are other people giving you a hard time or are you beating yourself up?

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23 Apr 2012, 9:22 am

cathylynn wrote:

anyone who feels bad when they have hurt someone can't be THAT awful. are other people giving you a hard time or are you beating yourself up?

As a friend, I'm not... Living with is totally different... I'm a nightmare...
Also there is no-one involved in this, just me beating myself up. Not for the first time either.

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10 May 2012, 3:09 am

I don't really know if I do have underlined issues...

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10 May 2012, 3:47 am

PastFixations wrote:

Chances are everyone around you is perfect and never intentionally or unintentionally hurts you, or each other. I bet the least among them has flawless probity. Right?

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10 May 2012, 9:31 am

edgewaters wrote:

Chances are everyone around you is perfect and never intentionally or unintentionally hurts you, or each other. I bet the least among them has flawless probity. Right?

They may not be perfect but they haven't really intentionally or unintentionally hurt me and each other.
If I knew what you meant by flawless probity, I'd have responded. Honestly though what do you mean by that?

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10 May 2012, 9:37 am

PastFixations wrote:

If I knew what you meant by flawless probity, I'd have responded. Honestly though what do you mean by that?

Probity
Noun:
The quality of having strong moral principles; honesty and decency.
Synonyms:
honesty - integrity - rectitude - uprightness - sincerity

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They may not be perfect but they haven't really intentionally or unintentionally hurt me and each other.

Hah. I'd like to see that. Perhaps you're oblivious or just not thinking about it.

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10 May 2012, 9:59 am

Fair enough, I was only thinking of those that have not done any intentional or unintentional hurt.
As for flawless probity, even I wouldn't say I was flawless. Even my close friends have more probity than me.

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