am i doing it wrong?

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I get confused alot lately and its a worry.. talklady says this is normal and i make good progress with therapy.
Therapy is getting rid of fake idea of what i need 2 be. Then figure out pieces again. Then rebuild. Rite now i am where i need to find pieces.
it is very confusing

most problem about the confusion is there is not many problems somehow?
Im used to solving problems.. mind can go crazy on that...but now there is only empty in me.. it feels ok in some way.. very different from how i used to feel inside tho?? was always busy in my head thinking of what I did wrong and what i need to do next to fix it.

so now I just sit and dunno.. it feels scary but no stuff I can think of that i fear.. can u be scared without a reason?
must say I got good ppl around me.. family helps and talklady is a good 1. Am in relationship with rly great fun loving creature.. makes my days bright.
Just knowing were together.. that there is someone who rlly understands me without me trying to be NT. Just be and it is good.

so whats wrong then? dunno.. mb nothing is wrong and I just need to keep going on this track.. I think im going the right way.
But ive been wrong alot and now not sure when im wrong and when its right.. how do u know??? not used to this.. im scared

Sweet Pea hugs