Hi,
I felt like playing the guitar the other day so i grabbed my old cheap acoustic guitar and realised just how much i loved playing guitar. My mind was instantly brought to the moment i sold my expensive Ibanez guitar and big amplifier. One day i was broke and snapped, i sold my 500+ euro set for 200 euro. Funny that within a month that money was gone too.
I'm 19 and had been a major pothead since i was 16 spending about 20 euros every two days for 3 years straight. Before those 3 years i did not work alot so i had no money to spend, during those 3 years i worked alot and everything went up in smoke. Now i have been clean for 6 months and i can finally look at money as something else than weedmoney. But this immense wave of sadness is coming over me. I had this magnificent guitar and very expensive amplifier and i.. just sold it.
At the same time i feel very encouraged and motivated. If i find a job and work hard i might be able to afford a new set within months, plus i can use money for everything, things like clothing and things i like. I'm glad i got this addiction over with but i feel happy at the idea that with a little work i can restore what i have done. I might even be able to buy a good Electric Piano as well.