I'm anxious starting first period
Well, school started again, only it's worse than the past few years because I'm actually getting panic attacks during first period. I have one of those teachers who won't let me draw either, so I can't just scribble to calm myself down. He lets people talk while they work, which makes me nervous because there's always one conversation about me somewhere in the room and I can actually hear everything they're saying but I don't know who's saying it so I can't just tell my dean, and when I do tell my dean he doesn't do anything. He won't let me work in the hallway by myself either.
I don't know if I told him about the asperger's or not; my english teachers know, and my art teacher at the very least knows she can't actually do anything to my drawing except point at it and look at it [last year I almost dropped the class because my teacher erased the whole nose on my self-portrait and ruined it], and my history teacher doesn't know and I don't plan on telling her because I don't think she'll get it either. I actually don't want to tell my physics teacher, but it's only been two weeks and it's already getting bad again.
I really don't know what to do.
Also, some morons spray perfume every morning and it sets off my asthma. I had three asthma attacks yesterday before lunch.
