lol. nothing ever works out.

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its literally come to the point its funny. people ask me why im so pessimistic. Heres the answer. Because any time im optimistic and things are starting to look nice and I get a level of hope... everything crumbles thanks to something outside of my control. whats the point of even trying if ill just fail anyways. So the most recent after rejoining school and being able to apply for financial aid im told i need proof of homelessness. So I contacted the shelter, no answer. I left a message and hoped theyd send the proof in the mail. this still in the first week of school. I talked to the dean and he said he can try to get me in the classes until the aid goes through. Well, after two weeks of waiting I find out they called me back but my dad picked up the phone and didnt tell me about it, or even answer their questions to get the paper sent in. I had called them in those two weeks 3 times. Never an answer. Probably due to coming home from school after office hours. But anyhow add another week and i finally have the paper. I take it to school and now they say i need to show a W2 (which my parents threw mine away while i was gone after they kicked me out) and that will take another 2 weeks to arrive. But it doesnt matter because they had dropped my claases 3 days after the dean said i could stay and pay later. Now its too late to rejoin them, i still have no financial aid or money, and because i dont have class i think my parents will kick me out again. lol, dont s**t always have a fun way of working out. i found out yesterday, im telling my mom today. What i do will depend on what my parents say/do. if they lets me stay till next semester and arent bitchy about it then ill try again. if they are bitchy about it or throw me out again ill trade my electronics for a gun and kill myself. so now just to wait.

I am very sorry to hear you are going through all this, MXH, and hope things will turn out much better for you very soon!

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bahaha. what a f*****g wuss. she says shes sending me away to care for my grandmother. lol, little does she know i have other plans

you sound like a very cynic person and judging from the experiences you described like you have a reason for it. i hope your parents are aware of the fact that you can not go to school because of their ignorance and that it is unfair to blame you for something that is their fault. do you have somewhere else to go if you can not stay with them? is there another comparable school you could still try to get into? what country do you live in and what other options for applying for financial aid do you have? i feel very sorry that your parents are not (even the minimum of) as supportive as they should be and that things are not working out for you. please dont kill yourself.

i wonder what i did to them. but i do agree with them on one thing, they should have aborted me

I thought you lived in Finland now?

Sweet Pea hugs

CockneyRebel, I don't mean anything by this...but your response of "Sweet Pea hugs" to lots of posts makes it look very generalised and impersonal. I realise you're trying to be nice.