Thinking of Unplugging for good!

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Well I have been thinking and thought of it alot I have been having suicidal thoughts and I feel I am no longer wanted in this world so I am thinking of offing myself via carbon monoxide poisoning since it seems like the least painful way to go and since I failed suicide by slitting my wrists. Honestly I dont think anyone would care if I was alive or dead and most likely the world would be happier with me gone I am nothing but a failure and an annoyance and a freak. I get vindicated no matter where I go so I think its best I am gone for good.

I don't think puking to death is a good idea



No, You don't.

Look here for example. You're welcomed here.

I don't believe you are a failure. I'd honestly be surprised if anyone here thought you were.

I don't even know you, but I care...I've felt suicidal before and I know life can be horrible, but don't do it...please?

All it takes is me closing the garage door starting my car and going to sleep forever.

The planet has millions of idiots, ignoramuses and other stupid people. You are one of the few exceptions. People who actually think are so rare! If you leave us alone with this planet full of idiots, it will be a worse place than ever. That means ... we need you! We'll never meet in real life, we won't help each other with more than words, but the mere imagination of another thinking entity leaving the monkey planet called earth is ... enough said. Earth needs you, alright?

Why do you want to die? And why did you post about it? Just to let people know how you're feeling, or is there something you would like to talk about about?

I know what's it's like to feel suicidal. Sometimes the feelings do pass or things change. If you can hang on, you may feel differently later. It may be worth holding out, if you possibly can.

I don't think there's any easy way to kill yourself. Each comes with some risks of it going wrong.

Don't worry about other people. People don't earn the right to life. You're as entitled to live as anyone else. Probably you're nowhere near as bad as most people, if it comes to that.

From what I've seen you post on here, you seem a friendly guy. Why don't you feel wanted?

You have not posted much lately! Sorry to hear that it is going so bad in your life at the moment.

Suicidal thoughts are never nice to carry around, and I think that very few people understand. One of the best places for understanding is probably WP.

I am sure that I am not the only one who would miss your kindness here on WP

I will borrow one of the sweet peas hugs from CockneyRebel. As far as I remember you are a hugger and I might not be good at giving comforting phrases but I can give hugs

My heart weeps for you. You seem like a nice guy, AspieOtaku.

If you're serious, sell the car and get a plane ticket to another country. Maybe Japan.

Sorry for not posting for a while, I have decided to sleep on it *not for good* and have come to decision to keep on living, I just had a very very very bad meltdown and very negative thoughts have been manifesting in my head I have trouble fighting sometimes when I have meltdowns they get very bad. I dont know If I was being stupid making this thread or smart for a precaution in doing so *sigh* I am starting to feel better though. I am ok now *hugs* to everyone.[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gH476CxJxfg[/youtube]

Most cars have a filter now to prevent this type of suicide attempt. With that aside. You've always seemed like a nice person to me - and I enjoy reading your post. Glad to see you came to the decision to keep going.

I am glad you have decided not to kill yourself. I hope your life gets better soon and some people are nice to you.

If you get very sad again, you can always post here again and people will be kind to you and remind you that some people do care about you, even if it's only your fellow Aspies online.

I've been in situations where I wanted to die, for real. I've tried it before and obviously failed, and there are times that I was too depressed to even put for the effort to get out of bed and commit suicide, so I do know where you are coming from and I am not going to be giving you a bunch of happy crappy stock lines about it, but what I'm going to tell you is true.

You want to die because you are unhappy and see no hope of things getting better. You feel there is 0 chance in that happening. If you are dead, (depending on your views of the afterlife) there is also 0 chance of things getting better or for happiness. If you stay alive, even though you think that you won't be happy ever, at least there is a chance of it happening. Even if that chance is .01%, it's better odds than 0.00%, which you get when you're dead.

You honestly don't know whats going to happen tomorrow, or next month, or next year, or ten years from now. I'm pretty damn pessimistic myself, but I do know that I'm also not always right in my pessimism. Sometimes, good things do accidentally happen to me. Do you want to throw out the opportunity of experiencing happiness because you don't think it will happen?

Also, and you might think I'm being crazy with this one, but it's true too. As much as anybody, anywhere, is certain of what happens after we die, even if their belief is that we experience nothingness, we don't know that. Any of it could be true, and I'm not talking about the whole "You'll go to hell if you kill yourself" thing. I'm talking about what if everybody actually remains somewhat of a consciousness when they die? What if we know we are buried or ashes or whatever and are stuck right there, unable to communicate or do anything at all except suffer in silence for eternity? I want to avoid that.

"But Frances you silly thing, you are going to die one day anyway! If that happens to everybody, you will eventually experience it. You make no sense!" Ah, but I do. Science finds all sorts of things every day. Maybe by the time I die, if what I fear is true about the afterlife, science may have discovered it and have something that can be done about it before we die so it doesn't happen. Yes, I told you it was a crazy thought, but I'm dead serious here, pardon the pun.

I do think my first argument is much better than my second though, so lets focus on that one. While you may not have a reason for living today, and there is no guarantee you will have one tomorrow either, there is also no guarantee you won't. You may think the odds are so high against you, but you are looking at it from only your perspective. Your perception of your opportunities and what could happen are really screwed up when you're depressed, I know this. My suggestion is to see what you can do to treat the depression before you play the odds in such an all or nothing way. You can always get the depression treated and then kill yourself. There's no law saying you have to do it today is there? That's the thing about suicide. Why rush? You can always do it, at any time.

Yeah I was going to say, unless you drive something from the 80s or older, your car will have a catalytic converter, meaning you will just wake up a few hours later with a banging headache.

I know where you are coming from though, ive been thinking about it a lot this week too. Im gonna hold on for the sake of my mum though, I know it would destory her (even though I personally think that after the dust settles she and everyone else would be better off without me around). Have you spoken to your doctor about depression? Theres nothing wrong with admitting you need help. Maybe try antidepressants?

If you just need someone to vent to im here, Ive felt the way you feel right now and know what its like, just shoot me a PM.

Ug so the cops showed up at my work to ask me if I was feeling ok and I said yeah why? Then the cops told me someone was worried about my well being dud to something on twitter.I mentioned thiis thread but I'm over the suicidal suggestion.I was so embarresed but at the same time about to cry brcause people do care about me after all.To whoever called the cops don't worry I'm ok now and also thanks for caring