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Dillogic
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28 Nov 2011, 6:25 pm

It cannot ever be made better now though, can it?

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Anyway, you know how I feel, how I always will; I'll stop posting that now, as I realize I should have some integrity, and make it look like I've forgot what's forgotten (for your happiness, of course).

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28 Nov 2011, 9:02 pm

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I'm so angry at myself. I didn't get anything for my birthday (a little bit back) because there was nothing I really wanted and I wanted to wait until there was something that I did.....

then I thought I got injured and they took me to a physical therapist (for free...friend of the family) and they said I needed a 30 dollar stick that causes me pain to prevent my injuries.

I was already feeling crappy today but when I saw that box with Happy Birthday on it (late..but it counts as my birthday present) I just felt awful.

WHY did I have to be convinced so easily, why so freaking why. Now I missed out on if there was something I really wanted...for something I wasn't even neutral towards....I didn't want it.

I hate mondays. I should have never got out of bed, I already felt sick this morning, and the day got crappier by the minute.

Now I want to cry. Yay.

I also got yelled at twice today...looked ret*d in front of cute guys, felt fat, and I have a headache and hit my head after that and I spilled my yummy food, and I feel alone though I shouldn't and I've felt tired all day and the library is closed on Mondays and I forgot that for the second time, and there is so many negative things on this thread and I'm not sure if I like humanity anymore or at least trust humanity, and I feel like my brain is acting out for some unknown reason, and there is no orange juice in the fridge and I really freaking want orange juice.

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28 Nov 2011, 9:04 pm

chrissyrun wrote:

what did you want for your birthday?

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28 Nov 2011, 9:09 pm

OneStepBeyond wrote:

chrissyrun wrote:

what did you want for your birthday?

I didn't want that.....I un-wanted that.

I wanted to be able to ask for something when I wanted it and have that count for my birthday present, and IOU...and I had that until now. Now I have something that will cause me pain if I use it and I don't need it but since a professional said I needed it, I do. Ugh. I'd rather have nothing and a promise than something I dislike. :evil:

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28 Nov 2011, 9:13 pm

i'll buy you a present if you want

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28 Nov 2011, 9:35 pm

3. This is not going to end well (not that I don't have faith, just that it's the pattern of things).

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28 Nov 2011, 9:40 pm

-3

A can of whoopass needs to be opened, if the rumors I've heard are true.

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28 Nov 2011, 9:46 pm

blue_bean wrote:

3. This is not going to end well (not that I don't have faith, just that it's the pattern of things).

No need to worry about that, as poetic justice has touched me; no matter how weak I am, you get what you give.

If you want someone to vanish from people he cares for [and would never break trust with], you'll have no problem with vanishing from him too. I should have seen it then, but emotionally weak and all.

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28 Nov 2011, 9:47 pm

Dillogic wrote:

blue_bean wrote:

3. This is not going to end well (not that I don't have faith, just that it's the pattern of things).

If you and her talk again, she'll hurt you again.

Please give yourself time and space to heal.

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28 Nov 2011, 9:55 pm

SammichEater wrote:

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A can of whoopass needs to be opened, if the rumors I've heard are true.

What rumors?

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29 Nov 2011, 12:41 am

I don't understand.

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29 Nov 2011, 1:38 am

-5 I had a conversation with a ciggerette earlier..........it was f*cked up and only convinced me of how addicted I am.

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29 Nov 2011, 5:13 am

No point talking of it anymore. It won't help her or me, and I might be misunderstood in my intentions; nothing has been selfishly motivated.

I wish you well on your new life.

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29 Nov 2011, 5:38 am

+11/20 (Since this scale is really 1-20...)

Tired, little down, paper due in 6 hours, hasn't been started... old s**t and such in my head, can't sleep. Yet, I know today will be ok somehow, I will see my GF later (honestly she is the one reason I have survived this semester...), might do something fun, who knows. As I tell people:

"I am a pessimistic realist who tries to remain positive because life is too damn short to be miserable all the time..."

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29 Nov 2011, 5:41 am

About a 4

I'm really ill, sore chest / throat, sniffly, can barely speak and everything always seems worse when I'm unwell.

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29 Nov 2011, 6:00 am

-1

I've felt worse before.

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