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5 It seems to be a decent Saturday, except for the rain.

+2

Relieved that my family is ok.

-9 still in withdrawl from lack of deep pressure

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Around a 9 or so..... I went to Wyland gallery yesterday and both good and bad things happened. They said that they will get the news out there or the newspapers at least and that didn't happen. The gallery owner also said that I would have special time with him and that he will give me one of his quick paintings because we gave him things and that didn't happen as well. But there is the good to go with the bad to balance it out. I got to go in front of a 100 people showing off my art. Everyone clapped and also wanted business cards from me. Other people got to go up as well for signatures and stuff like that but mine was the longest out of everyone. There was this one person who thought I was the best thing in the world and that my art was awesome. She wanted my autograph (and so did one other person because they know I will be famous one day) and my phone number. She called today and she wants an original drawing (not holding my breath for that one because 10 people before her said they want me to draw their pets and nothing ever came of that) and I think it was her sister or daughter don't remember which but they have a gallery and they will try to get me in. If that happens, that would be my third gallery that I would be in. And what's funny is that someone thought one of my prints was a Wyland because it looked so good and asked my dad, "Where did you get the small prints of Wyland?" His prints go for thousands of dollars, and speaking of that when I was talking to someone about my prints they wanted to know how much they are and I said $26. Then he replied, "Do you mean $2,600?" He or she (don't remember which, there were so many people there) thought I was already famous and my art was worth thousands of dollars just for a small print. If you don't know who Wyland is he is the one that does the huge murals on the walls around the world of dolphins and whales but I think I explained that in an earlier post. What was the funniest part is when this rich guy kissed my hand because he is a Wyland collector and he thought I would be just as good as he is. There were a lot of rich people there because they were buying his stuff throughout the entire show and some of them were his sculptures which I believe if I heard right was $20,000. His original paintings can go for hundreds of thousands of dollars. My big ones go for $1,200. My small 8 x 10 drawings go for only $125 and someone was surprised that I was only charging that amount. And there is some other good news that you all might be interested in because it has to do with Asperger's/ Autism. I am going to be on an Internet radio talk show on Monday at 4 PM. If you want to listen to it the website is www.talkshoe.com/tc/24460 I think I will be the first one on and hopefully they will allow me to mention my website with all my art on it even though its not completely updated yet. My dad is just slow in updating and my website is so complicated that it will take millions of years to be up to date.

I was rating a 9.0 on my pissed-o-snit a meter, but got to vent at an ol friend and now i am down to a 4

I've been thinking more towards suicide as nothing I try gets me what I want in life and to be honest I don't see myself ever having a happy life or obtaining anything I want so I don't see why I should have to suffer through this crap if I can't get any prizes for it.

^ I hope things get better for the both of you. I wish I could say something to help you two.

2

Doing better, but stomach is cramping.

-5 I have been up all night. Wide awake. I might try to sleep again, but I doubt it. Once the sun is up, trying to sleep is nearly impossible for me. Looks like it is going to be a long day.

Whilst it's a good movie, I just can't wrap my mind around Benny from The Texas Chainsaw Massacre 3. He's a survivalist, a former professional soldier, he plays amateur solder in the hills on the weekend with a bunch of other people, and yet he shoots up the Sawyer's house [from outside] with his .223 AR-18 from the hip? He could have killed the whole family then and there by carefully positioning himself closer to the window and then gently squeezing off well aimed shots, rather than indiscriminately firing through the window like someone who's never touched a rifle. Goddamn plot points that prolong the "action".

What does this have to do with this thread? I don't know, but it'll at least take a point off how I'm feeling.

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Today is very, very boring.

I broke the needle off the positive scale... I handed in my V-Card yesterday!

5

I'm okay right now. Recovering from my usual Sunday migraine...

0 Not sure what to think.

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Still bored.

Null - currently in an uncomfortable Lagrangian state.


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