scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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to the three women who posted end of march about difficulties, i've been thinking about how to reply and still all i have is (((hugs))).

-5. I did something shameful and i'm suffering the consequences.

(((april)))

-5

9.5

Started the weekend on a low note with a fentanyl funeral for a 27yo ex-coworker who’s family has suffered a lot of losses in the last couple years.

But then I had three separate hot hookups in under 24h. Totally boosted my /10 weekend rating waaaay up into the solid 9+ maybe even 10 range.

Today I got some Spring cleaning started, then dipped out to see Shazam with my friend and his wife and kids - a couple of my God kids. Followed up with dinner out and conversation about their recent trip to Disneyland & catching up on his business’ progress and some real estate shopping for an industrial property as well as a house. I’ve hardly seen them at all for the last half year or so as they live Very busy lives and I prioritize going to the beach, so its fantastic to see them and most def boosts my /10 up to a solid 9.5. The only reason I’m not calling it a 10 is because there’s always room for improvement. :p

-3. I don't wanna do no CA Program anymore. I never have time to study. And it's not worth busting my ass to make time because my efforts would only benefit them and not me. That's even if they bother to acknowledge that I gained the qualification. What did I get from them after spending 5 years completing a full degree part time? A $2.00/hr raise!

i thought you were gone


good to see ya

as for me? IDK!

I come and go. Hope you find you're better than you expected....

+1

7

-20 I just want to die.

(((sly)))

Hugs
I feel so worthless
If I can’t even work min wage retail job then I should die

retail would be rough for most aspies. what about stocking shelves? or what would you LIKE to do?

Stocking shelf’s is retail.
It doesn’t seem I’m cut out for any work. Even if I do a good job I get in trouble, cause they assume it must be the disabled person doing the mistakes.

Are there any Dollar Trees?

In case you happen to lose your job where you are now (no guarantee that you will), there always seems to be openings in dollar-type stores.

How would you feel about working second or third shift, stocking shelves or whatever?

0, I want to get some motivation to get outside and walk around the area.