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Ever since grade 9 I have been getting worse and worse due to anxiety and stress. At this rate there's no way i'm going to finish college and might not even finish high school, and even if I did there's no way I can hold a job. A part of me is accepting the fact that I will never get a job/finish college and is looking forward to a relaxed life with few stresses. the other half dreads the day when I can walk no further and fears that I will forever be a lonely freak who lives off a PWD. What if I don't even qualify for a PWD and cant get a job, would I have to leach off my family ? BTW the reason i'm failing is not because i'm stupid! I'm a science/technology-aholic XD (not trying to sound pretentious either) Its purely because of stress and anxiety.

I can relate to your post here... I don't tend to be able to handle long term employment... and I do not qualify for state help.. and I do live with my Mother. Without her help I am not sure what I would do. I am almost forty now... I am not stupid either...

Keep your chin up and know that if you could work, you would... you are not alone in your struggles.