Well, it's only the second time I've ever come to rely on this part of the forum, the previous time being one of my first posts in 2010.
And you'll note the title and the key word "sometimes", but this is very much one of those times. I feel that as I'm growing older, I'm already growing weaker mentally and perhaps in other areas, too, but I don't know.
More than anything right now, the two things dragging me down is feeling isolated, and feeling as though I'm not making enough progress and falling behind others my age, as well as other personal issues.
Anyway, it's a very long story and only people who remember my very first posts will recall it. But it's been a whole four years since all the events at school happened, and things haven't been the same since, in some ways for better, in many others worse.
However, I still feel just as much of a failure than I've always been, and the reason I never make haven posts often is because I can't put bad times into words, and so this message is a bit incomprehensible.
Not only that but also it appears rather weak, but never mind.
11 Feb 2013, 6:02 pm
