Why should all the other bastards out there be happy and you upset!? They are lucky, they hardly think. Use your mind to know the secrets and genius of the natural world and of all the talented people that have been here already and are still with us, get into 'stuff' whatever it is that turns you on, aim to be the best.
Fck them I say (your adversaries, your demons) develop your own world, read, learn, explore the natural world, you will see that most people themselves are very insignificant and hardly matter if at all.
Remember, tomorrows sunrise could be stunning, the sunset that folllows also could well suprise you in its beauty, it would be insanity to want to miss this.