My heart took another hit tonight

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AGAIN...I get on FB and find my heart has all but dropped out of my chest. He's engaged. I've heart nothing up until now. Granted we aren't as close as we used to be, but....still. Hopefully some weird FB mistake, but then again...

It hurts. Not as bad as it used to. I am starting to get numb over it. One day he is going to make me totally numb to all emotions. I am really scared for my heart...and my emotions. One day it will just close. There won't be anything left of me or my heart.

This pretty much sums it up.

"Jar Of Hearts"

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
Tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

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It sounds like he's moved on and you haven't.

Pretty much...except he has tried to come back a few times. Just when I think it's over. Boom...he's back.

Sorry about whatever's the matter. That's a good song.

Even the most wounded bird has aspirations of one day being able to fly again. Mend yourself with resilience and soar into the sun.

I feel sad for you.

I think your heart strings have been played a little here.

Live and learn but dont close a good heart from a bad experience. The world gets worse that way.

Yeah so the update on that is...he is not engaged. Just for appearances or something. SO he says. Still kind trying to get back with me. I am so done though. As I finish this message, I am finished with him. I am NOT a yo-yo!

Good on you!

Block him, delete his number, and go get youself some ice cream (or if it's raining like it is here, some crumpets and honey) and whack on a good movie.

Embarrassing as it is to admit, to get over my ex I developed a crush on a fictional character (they can't hurt you).