Joined: 27 Mar 2011 Gender: Female Posts: 8,748 Location: Eyjafjallajökull
24 Mar 2013, 9:23 am
I'm feeling really sick of everything at the moment. My head us killing me. I feel like I have tension headaches all the time. I had a busy day yesterday and even though u felt tired thatdid things round the house that I enjoy, but I still feel rubbish today.
I feel like I don't have any right to complain about feeling lonely because there aren't many people I like enough to actually spend time with and people tend nit ti like me so I think we'll why bother with people anymore?
But I am lonely. I have a horrible family so I don't even have family ti turn ti.
My life just feels empty and pointless and I wish it would just end.
No matter how much effort I make towards other people I seem to get diminishing returns to the extent I end up wondering why I bother
Then I see people who treat others really badly or making little to no effort who get people all over them wanting to be their friend or partner, just because they possess characteristics that society considers desirable
The world is a very unfair place basically and you just have to accept that fact and try to rise above it by finding ways
to make yourself feel better about it
Reading and watching films are two of the ways I try and take my mind off things