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transformingcar
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13 Apr 2013, 10:34 pm

I'm sorry... I've been very depressed. Alot of things got screwed up... So if I offended anyone, I'm very sorry...

I'd like to move on the other things I feel I need to talk about...
I'm a very emotional guy, and I don't think theres anything wrong with that. I'm very sensitive too, agian I don't think thats wrong either.
Every now and agian I get extremely depressed... mostly becuase I can't stand living all alone. I can't go back and live with my parents because my dad freaks out alot and takes his anger out on me.
I started going to a program called the clubhouse, I thought it would be a good idea. but all the noise and paperwork gave me three headaches over the course of three and a half hours. not to mention I had to stand out in the rain for way too long. And I a very bad stomach ache. I had too leave early becuase of all this. I was overwhelmed and couldn't handle it. I don't know if i should go back, but it's the only chance i have of ever getting to socialize.
But theres only one person there even close to my age, and the guy's totally obsessed with steam locomotives. I mean I like trians too but I can't understand all the technical details about them.
everyone else there is very old... I'm 20, they must be like 50 or older, so it's not exactly easy to be friends with a 50 year old lady, when your a 20 year old man. that just doesn't work.
now with all the noise and people in that place, I really don't know if I should even try to go on friday agian.

But to be honest I feel I have to talk about other problems as well, But I don't want to ask too much of anybody so I'll ge to that later...
Thanks for listening...



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13 Apr 2013, 11:02 pm

Hi. :)

You can vent/talk about whatever you want. That's why this forum exists. If you want, you can PM me.


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13 Apr 2013, 11:06 pm

conundrum wrote:
Hi. :)

You can vent/talk about whatever you want. That's why this forum exists. If you want, you can PM me.


If you have time to talk, I guess that would help.
There are things I need to talk about, I don't know if anyone will understand, but if someone is willing to listen, then that's really all I need. thanks.
I don't get to talk to people much.