As if it wasen't already hard enough to function.

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I think the stress is literally tearing me down...I mean first of I am entirely scatter-brained can't seem to focus on anything, I endlessly forget when my therapy and other appointments are, I even forget to write myself reminders so then I have to call, and call again when I realized I never wrote down the time. Its hard to keep up simple things like showering, brushing my hair and that stuff people generally do to start the day off.....and yesterday doing my portion of cleaning the house was way, way more difficult than it should have been. I've also had constant digestive discomfort making it very hard to eat, let alone eat enough...I get sick of forcing myself to eat.

I just hate this, why doesn't my brain work? I guess one can run on overdrive without enough energy for so long before they crash. It doesn't help that I already feel pretty worthless. I mean I am trying very hard not to let it get to me too much, but quite frankly it freaks me out. I mean things seem to take more and more effort, and I am running out of my will to continue trying to push forward in spite of that. I mean I can't even do the household dishes lately without getting entirely confused as to how to go about it. I have dealt with these sorts of issues before but it seems its all much worse than before.

and the end I guess.

I can relate. I'm struggling with regular stuff as well. I have very little energy left for even cleaning or personal care and no mental room for making decisions. I've just been pushed beyond my limits for far too long and I don't know what to do.

Will you have a break and a time to recharge at some point....?

I am thinking maybe the mental breakdown will occur first, seems the most likely....anyways sorry you have to deal with this sort of thing to. It sucks.