Ok, I'm just going to be honest

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27 Jun 2013, 11:31 am

Despite what my profile says, I am not a girl. I only had it set as that because I was going through major gender dysphoria at the time. After way, way too much thinking, I recently decided not to try and transition. How do I feel on the inside now? I don't know, but I think I'm fine with what I am at this point. How I feel inside tends to change every two seconds, but now at this point, I feel fine with what I am on the outside even when I do sort of feel a bit feminine.

Sorry for lying. I have a bad habit of letting people perceive me as to what gender I am on the internet without correcting them. Even then, I don't care whether people think of me as a boy or a girl, but I just feel too bad about people thinking whatever's between my legs when it's really something else.

(Posting this in this section because I usually post here, so the people here who actually recognise me will know.)

Despite this, I'm still in some sort of identity confusion, but that's the gender part pretty much sorted. (:



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27 Jun 2013, 11:47 am

Then wish u all the best with sorting out everything else... and who cares whats between ur legs, (at least I don), more important how s ur brain functioning... cheers



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27 Jun 2013, 12:05 pm

:) Good to hear.



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27 Jun 2013, 4:51 pm

Thanks, but oh who am I kidding? It's starting to get at me again! >_<" I just don't get it. It just comes and goes. At least playing virtual life games as a female character really helps, but those games can't hold my hand forever.
I just wish I could be a girl in real life at least for a month, then I would have a much better idea.

Edit: Actually, I'm good again.



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28 Jun 2013, 10:41 am

Mind if I ask exactly what gender dysphoria is?

Specifically... what's the difference to you?

Is it just a body image thing, or a personality thing or what?