I just came back after a couple month break tonight and saw you had left---I will miss you. But I understand why you are leaving. I have had to leave in the past for reasons of anxiety, blood pressure, etc. I find that when I come back, a certain pattern can emerge. The first few days, it's new again and everything seems great. Then, I begin getting anxiety over posts that make me...well...quite anxiety ridden. And yes, this place can become quite addictive. Best wishes to you.
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