Hello there.
richardbenson
Xfractor Card #351
Joined: 30 Oct 2006
Gender: Male
Posts: 13,553
Location: Leave only a footprint behind
Well a little update on my life. and a venting of sorts
So here goes!
I finally made it back to California. that's the best part right there, I'm halfway to my goal of living back in Mt. Shasta City
Which I will be at the end of this month first of December. I was going for the beach but cant afford it, have to move inland. haha
Basically, I am living with my mentally Ill father who I think stole one of my favorite fire agates. This guy. This guy!
Where do I begin?! up unto this point of my life I know a couple of things. YOU. yes, YOU. are the only one who has your Back.
Not your mommy, daddy, siblings or anything else besides mans bestfriend. Nobody has your interest at heart like you
Secondly. Damn, and I mean DAMN. is it hard to live with a person who is mentally ill
Everything, is about them and they misconstrue absoluetley eveything you say! because of there mental Illness. Other times its way to quiet and I wonder if the Voices in there head are making up for the quietness in the room? and they are just listening?
Either way I will be happy to get out of here.
Wow. is it hard finding people that you can actually get along with, and I mean that in general. forget the family aspect of this nonsense I have given up on my entire family. and you know what? it doesn't bother me one bit. I'm sick and tired of trying to make other people happy! I'm in this game for me now,
Anyways, just been hanging out. having a safe encounter now and then drinking coffee and listening to Overkill.
Ironbound and The Electric Age have been playing nonstop for a few months now.
I cant wait to get back to the high places, the plains are not my thing. something is in the water down here and I am not drinking it!
Hope everyone else is doing alright. ![]()
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