Sayanara

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Well guys I have been thinking a lot lately and come to realize that I have been a nuisance lately so Its time I leave. I have been immature and bring nothing useful and i have over stepped my bounds by getting carried away and trolling. So its best I leave I have been a waste of space for a while, I am not sure where I will go though my presence is like that of a misquito buzzing in someones ear. Im am annoying and childish and act stupid and have been repetative time and time again and get hyper over stupid stuff. I am sorry for offending or annoying people wherever i go i have to walk on eggshells 24/7 otherwise I might say stuff I will regret if I haven't already. So I think its best I left its not like anyone will miss me I will be sure not to let the door hit me on my way out. People can rejoice that i am gone no more random videos no more goofing around and no more worthless banter from me. Everything i say is incoherant garbage for I am garbage, my opinions are worthless and I have caused more harm than good and I have wasted peoples time.

You have also just described over 70% of the human population.

The trick is to learn how to change. Take small steps and keep trying. Most of my posts or comments are ignored or do end up offending someone. I have breaks and spaces when life starts overwhelming me to the point that I cannot get on here, but I come back.

I don't understand the need to leave just because you think that others perceive you in one light or another. I hope you find the solution to your problems and don't feel the need to leave and move on because, as I have learned, that only avoids the need to modify anything that may actually cause problems for you. It's better to stay and face it and work on yourself. It's easier said than done and I am constantly trying and failing, but hopefully I am making some type of process. Hopefully you will too.

Don't be so hard on yourself.You are not garbage,no one here is.We all have problems and doubts about ourselves and how others perceive us.Be kind to yourself.No one here is perfect,and that would be boring.

Well I go overboard sometimes when I joke and it ends up going into bounds for trolling also when I get frustrated, also when i try to get people to laugh i unintentionally offend people as well and I have had moderators talk to me before in the past about it so I figured the best solution is that i quit because well? What if i say something or do something that gets me suspended or banned? Or what if I really offended someone or hurt someones feelings without knowing it? I could have done it and not even know, I have also let my feelings get to me in places like PPR which is probably not the best place to vent at all. I just dont know what else to do I have been an annoying immature waste of DNA from the get go, so I may as well just quit while im ahead. Yes im throwing in the towel im giving up this place would be better off without me i havent contributed anything here.

Its never too late to make changes or try to make ammends. You just have to be mature enough to know some things can not be undone and accept that. But there are people 10-20 years older then you still struggling with maturity. For some of us it is a very long process. Realizing there is a problem is actually a very good sign & not the time to quit, but instead the time to start your turn.

Don't get too down on yourself. I always like seeing your posts, and have always been partial to your avatar.

Realizing your behavior is a problem is actually the first step to fixing it. Don't give up.

Well sometimes i get carried away and sometimes my humor is not for everyone or if something i really dont agree with gets to me so i end up turning into a troll as a result in order to get me to laugh but not everyone is going to find that funny, I am a jerk and sometimes I hate myself I screw up and its best I leave so i dont become a virus. I am like a detachable tail of a lizard its best I detach so that a new tail can grow back. I am expendable, I am obsolete, I am defective!

The endless sorrow.
The failure, the pain.
The people I have let down.
As I walk this beach with no water,
and think of all that I have done.
None of it has helped anyone,
with a family that doesnt need me,
a reputation that haunts me,
and friends I do not deserve,
I live this meaningless life.
Trying not to dissapoint anyone else.
And yet to fail over and over.
And each time I tell myself that It wont happen again,
only to fail and not only hurt myself,
but others as well. Sometimes I think of what it would be like, to live a normal life.
To walk a normal path.
Not one filled with darkness and betrayel.
Yet that will never be possible.
For My blood is black and yours is red
and that makes all the difference in the world.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZaTa26mxoBE[/youtube]I am pretty much this guy in a nuttshell.

You want to walk in snow and not leave a footprint?

Please teach me how.

I hope you don't go, unless it's for your sake.

Im leaving for everyone elses sake Im like the Jar Jar Binks or should I say the Meg Griffin of Wrong Planet.

Last edited by AspieOtaku on 31 Oct 2013, 1:35 pm, edited 1 time in total.

For the record, you have never offended me. I read this post on purpose because it was from you.

I've found many of your posts to be pretty humorous. And this is a community of aspies; we've all made unintentionally offensive remarks and jokes that have bombed on occasion. So don't go.

Not for mine, and others will feel the same way.

*hugs* Stand your ground. Or squat in it. Or lie in some sort of figure of seventeen formation, with angular beauty and brilliance.