Hmm, an aide....is that like a T.S.S. (Therapeutic Support Staff)?
Even still, I probably could understand being embarrassed of that. I have a deviantART account and I'm kind of embarrassed of showing it to my Mom, my TSS, and a number of other people.
And yeah, my TSS is kind of hard to deal with at times, when it comes to convincing me to do things when socializing. I don't know if he understands that I don't like to do things that more than half of the kids around me enjoy doing.
Anyway...the only thing I can say is to talk to your parent(s) about it and see what they say. If they can't do anything about it, the most I can say is to just hang in there.
I hope I helped, somehow. 