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FluttercordAspie93
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08 Dec 2013, 12:43 am

Just what am I even doing with my life? Huh? Nothing. That's what... It's like when I just suddenly turned 20, my mind shut off and I completely realized how sad and miserable I really was... I just feel like everyone else out there is having more fun than me!

Do I have a boyfriend? No. And it would be a damn miracle if any guy found me fascinating at all...

Do I have any friends I can hang out with? No. I have several online friends, but it just isn't the same... Nope. Just nothing but severe loneliness...

I don't even feel passionate about some of the stuff I used to enjoy doing, (and I've actually felt this way for almost three months now).

I have no job, no driver's license, still living at home with my parents. Yup, that sounds like a great life right there...

I have suffered from a severe emotional trauma due a friend's dishonesty, which had a heavy affect on my self esteem... I've been criticized, and talked badly about by my peers.

I'm unhappy about my life, and I'm unhappy about myself...



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08 Dec 2013, 1:05 am

You know what? I was just about to create a thread and call it 'Loneliness.' First, I figured I'd see if there were any new posts like that and I saw yours. Not that it's a good thing but I can always count on WP having a post by someone who is not happy with their life. In that sense I always find a kindred spirit.

I don't like being lonely and depressed. I find myself like that perpetually, though. Since I have no friends or family, I stay completely alone, spending entire days without even saying 'hi' to another person. Yes. I do worry about my mental health declining. I also worry about falling dead here and no one knowing for weeks.

Anyway, I hope you and I feel better soon because being down and out is definitely not a good place to be.


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08 Dec 2013, 2:19 pm

redrobin62 wrote:
You know what? I was just about to create a thread and call it 'Loneliness.' First, I figured I'd see if there were any new posts like that and I saw yours. Not that it's a good thing but I can always count on WP having a post by someone who is not happy with their life. In that sense I always find a kindred spirit.

I don't like being lonely and depressed. I find myself like that perpetually, though. Since I have no friends or family, I stay completely alone, spending entire days without even saying 'hi' to another person. Yes. I do worry about my mental health declining. I also worry about falling dead here and no one knowing for weeks.

Anyway, I hope you and I feel better soon because being down and out is definitely not a good place to be.


Thanks.

I really appreciate it. :)

I know that threads like these aren't anything new, since there's a lot of unhappy aspies on this site... I still do care about some of my online friends, but I'd just really like to make some new ones, too.

I also hope you feel better, too!



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12 Dec 2013, 1:30 pm

Hi :s

I feels like that too. I made it thru college and have a degree but I'm jobless and spend 98% of my life in my room playing video games or watching YouTube and other lonely things. Mainly as a way to not go crazy

If you'd like to talk, we can I know it'd be just another online friend but it might be nice. Atleas for me lol

Intend to try to cheat people up with humor :s

I've experienced dishonestly and being talked about it sucks . I'm honestly not sure if any of my local friends are fiends :( and can't fathom why people talk to me o.O
Especially women

I feel down most of the time unless I keep distracted but if I feel super down I can't bring myself to do anything besides lay and cry. Can put a damper on plans or cooking dinner(which is why I keep back up TV dinners or canned food)

Hope both of you feel better and if you want to chat I'm up for it. I like meeting new people .