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Firstly, this is the wrong forum to post this, I am not feeling sad or depressed. Rather, I am feeling empowered.
The clock just hit 12 here, and for this new year, I have made a resolution, a resolution I swear by now.

I used to be a very creative kid, a very inquisitive kid.

And school is killing the only positive aspects of my life, my creativity and my intellect.

To anyone who differs in opinion, you're a stupid dips**t who's full of idiotic thoughts.

Yes, I have changed myself with the new year, into an arrogant bastard who wouldn't think twice before stabbing someone in the chest, or mistreating someone, or doing morally incorrect things. And I blame it all on school.

I used to be a good guy, no more of that s**t. Since nobody seems to appreciate me being nice, I am going to be a jerk. To everyone, period. Nobody is an exception, since there's no one I care about. Well, to those who think I care about them, they might want to reconsider, because, its quite possible I've already killed you a billion billion times in my head. Or maybe I'll throw you off a cliff someday. You never know. Because I am an evil Motherf***er now.

And not only that. The clocks ticking now. 6 months. 6 months is all I've got to live. Now since I know I'm going to be dead in 6 months anyway, why not make the best of it? The closer I get to those 6 months, the more evil and reckless I feel. I'm done living the life of a sweet little kid who everyone ignores. I will mistreat everyone. Everyone. I will destroy my life before it ends. I will make sure my life is no longer worth living, so that I don't leave anything behind.

I read through your posts and you remind me quite a lot of me when I was younger. Feel free to PM if you want to talk about anything.