So life has been extremely sh***y for me lately.. I haven't been getting any hours at work for months and I have been broke.... So broke that I haven't been able to pay my car payment. My family has had to help me out with it for a few months in a row and now they are refusing to help me this month which means my car will be repossessed by the end of this week... I don't know why but the thought of losing my vehicle devastates me.. I guess because taking care of and maintaining my vehicle is the only major adult thing I have ever been successful with. It also means I will completely lose independence :'( . I have tried to better my situation but it seems I'm destined to fail... I'm just really depressed and to top it all off I'm really sick right now. I think I might have pneumonia, but I don't have any money to see a doctor.. Maybe my sickness will kill me, that would be a blessing at this point.
30 Dec 2013, 8:18 pm
