Yeah, I'm a little upset.

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You wouldn't believe the s**t that happened today. Or, you might if you know me and know how I tend to attract it. I just can't do this anymore. Husband got laid off today and is being mean to me, bf gave me herpes, oldest son screamed at me and accused me of stealing his money which I didn't, when I woke him up to go with me to bond his brothers gf out of jail. I would honestly just love to be treated like a pretty girl (which I'm not - pretty that is) and like somebody LIKES ME. Then, to top all this off, because my day was shot by 720 when I took my daughter to school, she decided to tell me that valentines day is the day with the highest suicide rate of the year. Well that threw that out the window, I don't want to be lumped in with the disgruntled lonely. I guess I'll do it on the 4th of July then. I seriously cannot take this s**t. I cannot. I really can't. This isn't my usual just yammering. I'm really upset right now. DH is being such a douche. I actually asked my daughter, is that a suggestion. No, she said it's a warning to not do it then. And I'm so upset over everything else, I can't even think of why does she think of these things.

I did curse him tonight. I did. Real good too. Brung out the heavy artillery for it. Lets see that SOB duck this then. I don't know what to do. All I want is for somebody who actally knows me, to love me and care about me.

your daughter who is still in school needs her mom. do something nice for yourself - could be as simple as a long warm bath. treat yourself like a pretty girl.

I hear ya. It seems that even the people closest to you only really care about themselves. I call it human nature.
With regard to what your daughter said, is it possible that she is the one feeling suicidal? It may not have been directed at you at all.
Do your boyfriend and husband know about each other? If so, way to go! Although, your husband shouldn't take out his stress about his job on you.
At least the day is behind you.

OK, daughter is a goth and basically obsessed with death. I was an undertaker for a while and didn't think about death this much. She's 17, she likes to wear black, she likes to think and pretend about death. But she has no desire whatsoever to experience it. I've asked.

Yes they do. Husband is ok with it cause bf is an Alabama fan, and also the father of his football buddy and surrogate son. Said kid has a YouTube channel where he's a rapper. He's actually pretty good.

No he shouldn't. Somebody should whisper Lorena bobbit in his ear before he goes to sleep ROFLMAO

Haha . . . but, don't let them drive you to it.
My first long term relationship was with a paranoid who loved to yell. I hated it. I never yelled back though. Just not my thing; I'd rather walk away. Nothing could stop him once he was set off though. Never again.
That's cool with your man situation. I've got the boyfriend, but not the house husband. Good on ya!
It's good that your daughter has found an outlet for her dark thoughts. Better than trying to hide them. I don't think I've ever had a Valentine's Day that didn't suck.

I think you're pretty.

sounds like your daughter loves and cares about you.