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YOU STUPID f*****g b***h! THAT WAS A DICK MOVE! I can't believe you did that. you weren't thinking, just like EVERY OTHER THING YOU DID in life, you didn't think ahead. You made me your alibi for days without telling me. You were one f****d up individual. You made me look normal. Rachel even told me what you used to ask her for, prescriptions from her husband. Sure she could have done that for you but she knew better, you were always OBVIOUSLY f****d up. Cough drops don't cover it. You thought your husband didn't know? Oh, I'm sorry, your husband the f*****g COP who is TRAINED in knowing that s**t? The one who asked me if you were geetered the day you burned the garage off your house by accident? And I even said Terry where did you hear that word, and no she's not GEETERED and I got mad at him for you!

I called him last night. To check on him. He was WASTED! He's started drinking again! So, I got dressed and went over. Keri, remember Kerri? Your 17 yo daughter? She was in the yard with her new puppy that Terry got her to hopefully distract her from the fact that her MOTHER BLEW HER BRAINS OUT and I hugged hed and she said the most heartbreaking thing ever to me. She said first that "It's like moms here, you came over" and then when I hugged her she said "You smell like mom" Which I'm sure I did at that time, vodka and cigarettes. Dear Sweet Jesus.

If you weren't dead Suzete, I would kick your f*****g ass for this! I hope you are being sufficiently tortured in the after life. Cause I'm pissed and got nothing for you no damn more! I mean what the f**k were you thinking? You aint the goddamned highlander! Me and you TALKED about suicide before. We so did. Both of us were always on the edge. I heard your child's scream when she found out and I'll never ever again contemplate that.

Yeah I've tried it. But you couldn't kill me with an axe. I probably might have survived what killed you. Cause I got no brain to speak of at least thats what folks say. I love you, I will always love you, but I f*****g hate you at this moment. If you weren't dead, I c\would kill you for making me feel like this. You stupid, goddamned motherf****ng b***h! You could have called me instead!

Now your husbands a goddamned drunk and laying out of work and your daughters got dogs all over the place, so is THAT what you wanted? Oh, no? Well it's what you GOT! Cause you weren't there with the MOMHAMMER! What WAS your point? Nobody knows it. You couldn't even leave a f*****g note. I mean Jesus, Suzette! Leave a note! Let people know! Not you though. Drunk ass.

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I'm giving it another shot. We will see.
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Write a letter other telling her how you feel,than burn it.
My friend since second grade killed herself bt Od'ing on Tylenol,not a nice way to go.She lingered in the hospital for days,bloated and almost unrecognizable,her son told me he couldn't hardly believe that was his mom laying there.She had tried to call me the night she did this,I was in the tub and thought she would call back.She didn't.It was late so I was going to call her in the morning.Her mother called instead with the bad news.I don't know if it would have made any difference,but I wish to hell I'd called her back.I couldn't even make it to the funeral,four hours away and no car at that time.She did have MS,maybe she was just tired of living.But her son was just a teen, so it seems like she would have held on a few more years,just for him.