I gotta be the bully

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Yep, I do. I'd expect no less of her if what happened to her happened to me. Last night I talked to her husband. He was suicidal himself and drinking again. I mean the boy was drunker than a bicycle when I went over there. Here is what I'm going to do. I'm going to make them food every night. I'm going to put an antidepressant in his plate, lexapro. I've got tons of it here that my daughter didn't take. If that doesnt work, my new second best friend R said she can get xanax. Her husband is a Dr so she probably can get it. I have to do something! I can't let him just be like this! I will tell you one thing though, it's made my husband much more attentive to me. In a conversation we had, where I was bitching him out about something I said Yeah and you know how I talk about killing myself all the time? So did S! Nobody took her ass seriously either till she made a f*****g mess on the bed with thtat gun! He actually hugged me today and said "T would give both his nuts to be able to hug his wife again so I'm gonna hug mine.

I'm going to make that family mine. I'm going to just go over there and bully my way into being the mom. I had to do that when she had the surgery and both her husband and daugheter were all like "we are ok" when they werent.

God, I miss her! The song Whiskey Lullibye is very true for this situation.Until the night, she put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger. And thats xactly what she did. She got drunk and shot herself. However she THOUGHT it might turn out, it did NOT turn out like that.

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I'm sorry i don't know the back story here, but you really don't want to be putting antidepressants ( or any medication) in peoples food without their knowledge. Not only is it illegal and liable to land you some serious jail time ( which you would completely deserve) but SSRIs are now known to increase the suicide risk.

And if you then stopped drugging him, the withdrawal symptoms are horrendous, both for him and everyone around him. Sandy Hook, Columbine and many other massacres were committed by people who had recently stopped taking SSRIs.

I hope you're just venting here, and I wouldn't normally jump in like this, but I couldn't read this and not say anything. What you're proposing will make what sounds like a bad situation 100x worse.

It sounds like you just want to help, but I really don't think this is a good idea at all...