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I just had a miniature meltdown last night, and anxiety today because my friend is a dinkus. Yay!! !! He thinks he is a professor of neurology, and can tell me how I am by making fun of me, and telling me how wrong I am. Yay!! ! I wish I was more like him. He is soo cool. Being a know it all self taught 9th grade drop out genius. He is way too smart for school. And his attitude... that will get him far!

That was fun, I almost feel better already.

Was that sarcasm?

The sarcastic truth. (Not funny). I have known this guy for about 15 years. Did alot of work for him. Now he is trying to play boss... again. He was bantering me, and very condescending. Always trying to play the smart guy. (That cannot do my job, or be me). He has done this before too. When he needs me to do something, no one can, or will, especially for the price, he shows up, and he is all nice. Than he does something like this. I blew up this time. This has been going on for years, and he will not stop being "Captain". It's just bad bullying. He has been known to push people around too, but not me. Probably because when we were kids we put on the boxing gloves for fun, and I beat the stuff out of him. It's hard for me to call this guy a friend right now. The only thing that has kept this relationship going for a long time is money. I think I need to be poor, find greener pastures, and stay away. I'm getting too old for this. People like this are the reason I have friends.

People like this are the reason I am afraid to get a job. In my industry, they are everywhere. Like the plague. They say it is illegal to treat people like this, but I hardly ever hear of people getting into trouble.

I hate people like that. Tell the SOB off! Mix some metaphors and let him have it! Tell him nobody likes a backseat Einstein. Ask him who died and left him the boss of you. Tell him to get a bucket and wash your balls and not to let the door hit him on the way out to find a big enough bucket. Call him a twatwaffle.

Nice. I already told him plenty. Realistically. He may not be bothering me for a while. I pritty much gave him my loose screw. It is up to him to figure out what to do with it.

....You could...you could always troll him!

Tell him straight-up that he is treating you like s**t, and that if he wants you to continue working for him, that he'll have to stop. If he doesn't stop, then just flat-out refuse to cooperate with him until he realizes the error of his ways. Vigilance is key here; if he continues treating you like s**t, and you continue putting up with it and working with him, then what's going to stop him from mistreating you later on? You have to be stubborn like a mule.

I probably already know what that is in different terminology, but can you define it for me please. When you say troll, I think of the dude that sits under a bridge, and waits for a victim to come and use it.

I already told him he is no good to me, he has a stigma, and he doesn't know what he is talking about because he goes on the internet and reads to much from alex jones, and the autism speaks website. He was on there reading, and actually thought that high functiong autism is the worst form of autism, because it is listed on the bottom of thier scale. He believes from what he is reading that people with autism have a chronic problem, cannot deal with society, and they have all these problems that I do not. I am dealing with a dumbed down society of friends, and family.

People treat me that way allot, thats part of the reason I want back on disability, I don't want to put up with it anymore. as for anxieties, I have social anxieties up the wazoo and when others can see this they love to pick on that.

Concern troll is best troll


You see it on internet forums all the time, theres probably a few posting on here right now

Could there be one posting as we speak? *looks around* Perhaps a boxtroll? [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o4dYsR4xNRk[/youtube]

I've been accused of people a troll before but I think it's just my autism making me struggle to see other peoples view points sometimes, or most the time
I'm usually just have a dead blunt posting style on forums and say it how it is without holding back.

I've never been banned though been on the same forum for about 10 years and have over 28k posts there

I think I read enough about that one. I only do that on accident. A troll is what I am dealing with. funny you mentioned that I should do it. That would be like fighting fire with fire.

Another old "friend" that I do not like (pathological liar) called me yesterday, and tried to give me work. Those two are in cahoots. I wouldn't be suprised if this is another circle of... trolls... he gave me this speech about how he doesn't know why I have a problem with him, but his friends need work done, and since eveyone in the industry are a**holes, he might as well give the jobs to me. I said "well that is great as far as a**holes go". I told him I am having some real serious social issues, and I really don't like people right now. I don't understand what they are thinking, or why, and personally I really don't care anymore, but if you want to send some money my way, I will take it.

He said maybe I should talk to someone about "my problems". I told him I talk to people that are like me, and it helps alot, however if I talk to my "friends", or family, it is a complete waste of my time. In fact alot of times it makes things worse.

My parents came back home from their snow bird expedition. We went to dinner. That made me feel alot better. My father, a very wise old man, who is more like me than anyone in the family I'm sure, told me something cool I have heard from him before.

"You can fool all of the people some of the time. You can fool some of the people all of the time, but you cannot fool all of the people all of the time. That is where the problem lies. Sooner or later things will catch up to you."

I have trolled trolls before the trick is to out troll them to the point they themselves will lose their composure get frustrated and leave it takes great counter trolling skills indeed. I can be pretty nasty, as a troll comes knocking to play it has picked my curiosity and has fallen for my trap as I play him/her like how a cat plays with a cat toy. They usually lose the fight in a butthurt rage and lose their composure and rage quit or actually compliment on my trolling skills and apologize for underestimating me. Either way I usually send them packing.

I went to my parents lake house, to help them move in for the summer. Cell phone does not work up there. It was good for me. I stomped around in a half thawed swamp, and cut some nice pieces of diamond willow for some new projects too.

When I got half way home, I turned on my phone, and it pritty much blew up with messages for work. One of them was the dinkus. Got home, and he dropped a car off, locked the doors with no key. One of the messages he said "hey friend, it's 10:30pm, you need to call me at 8:00 am." Than he had a friend of his call me about a "question"?. He called again asking where I was? I called him and told him to get that thing out of my driveway. He said "are you mad at me". Of course I am, and I want it gone now! I have stuff to do, im buisy, and I never told you to just drop stuff at my house. He said he would give me a key, and he would give me a ride back. I dropped the car off, and told him I would walk home. He said wait a second, I want to give you a ride, I need to talk to you, because my other dinkus friend that you don't like said you are mad at me. (The circle of games). I said yes I am. He said I shouldn't be, because it is no big deal. I said ooh, I think it is, but that's o.k. dinkus, because I know, it is just me. And I walked away.

I have been having plenty of anxiety over that guy, even when I was away. I feel better now. Don't really care about the games, or trolling. He is trying to control me, and if someone wants to be condescending, mentaly abusive, and do stuff like that, they better be smarter than me. I am trying to stop making my life a fools game. Every time I turn around, there is a criminal trying to make me be that way.

I finally think I have better things to.