Sick of living with family

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I can't even think clearly because I am having a meltdown right now. I wish I can get outside my room more without even asking a person if it's okay. I'm so horrible and I have to ask my parents for even the simplest thing. If anyone knows an acceptable way to help (not like running away) me be independent without having to wait for holes to jump through, please tell me.

I hate my life now. I used to be okay with being withdrawn but I had enough already. I'm not planning a job soon, I will probably have to depend on yet another party for helping me with that. I want to get out and live already. I never had a girlfriend or sex, never had a drink, never partied, I was totally withdrawn for God's sake. Now, my folks don't even want to at times because it isn't convenient for them.

I'm 22 and I want to live right now this second.

Same boat as you, and I assure you it won't get better. I'm 25. I've thought about suicide many times, seems the best way out. For $400, pentobarbital will end it all.

I get the feels even though I'm younger I also have been very withdrawn and in denial of help, now I'm here at 17 and basically not done anything anybody has my age and I feel lonely incredibly lonely and depressed and have anxiety. I would love to have more friends and girlfriend etc and even have an Imaginary Partner who had at-least in my view helped keep me a alive. After years of denial I am now only starting to seek help and Iv got my first appointment book with therapist on June 5th, if or not It will help or a will ever get where I wanna get is the question but sadley I'm yet to see where that goes.