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im done with life I dont know why I have waited so long to end it

good bye

please dont do it, chris.

im currently in a crisis myself, but i still have the hope of learning to cope with my autism / depression / anxiety ...

we are different but not worse. sometimes its hard to believe that, but its the truth. for myself i see only one way: to live my so-called strange life and learn to accept society in a small degree. you know like 95% me, 5% society. that would be enough for me to not drift away.

its just the 5%, and with help from professionals, it shouldnt be that hard.

would this be a way for you too?

peter

Stay for people like you, for people like me, for people like your mum. You are in our thoughts.

Can we help in some way?

I hope you don't do anything to hurt yourself.
I like to read your posts. Can we help in any way?

I hope you are still with us.

well I failed at killing myself
I took 6grams of zoloft 100mg ambein 2grams of seroquel
all that it did was make me throw up a little bit and have diarrhea

I should just hang myself but ill probably fail that like everything else in my life

Don't do it.Is there a suicide hot line you can call?

Is there some acute situation going on in your life that is in a way affecting your thoughts?

stay with me man, I'm gonna get back to you soon. Hope it will help.

The FBI? What did they want with you?

I've overdosed several times. I hope you're not feeling too whacked out from it. Not sure I can offer any advice about hanging in there for the good times. I'm still waiting myself. Sometimes it helps me to think of myself as a prisoner serving time on Earth. It sucks, but it is what it is.
Hugs and commiserations.

I read your previous posts about it, and I know this may sound funny, but you should certainly not kill yourself over FBI.

As far as the feeling of being a loser goes, I think deep down and quite often everyone feels that way inside. A lot of the negativity in this world stems from people trying to run from that feeling by putting someone or something else down to have even a fleeting sense of power. If someone thinks you are a loser, that thought is very probably just there to cover up the exactly same preceding thought about themselves.

Really sorry you are going thru all the FBI stuff.
I don't want to toss out some cliche,like "hang in there,it"ll get better,"becuse I hated it when people said that to me when I was down.How do they know if it'll get better?
Some find it helpful to talk,that's why I mentioned the hotline.Sometimes it's easier to tell an anonymous person what's going on,something's are just to intimate or painful to discuss with family or people close.